My paranoia is amazing. I always think my boyfriend is cheating on me, seeing as he has before. it fucking sucks. I realize I shouldve left him when he first fucked up but hell, we all do some dumb shit when we are "in love." I wish I was strong enough to just not take that kinda of bullshit. I know he still talks to those girls. But I also know he will deny it up and down. Why cant he just be honest? If he wants to go fuck around, then tell me so I can go and do the same. fuck if thats the case we could just end our relationship. its better then him going behind my back and being shady as fuck. I mean comeon, how many times does it take one guy to realize that cheating isnt working out for you. try a different approach. is it difficult to stay in a committed relationship? to me it is - so i can only imagine its hard for him too. but honesty! damn it. I want to know the truth. Oblivion sucks. not the game the actuality of being oblivious. which i am. when it comes to him. and what he does on his fucking iphone. WHY THE FUCK HAS EVERY FUCKING BOYFRIEND I HAVE HAD CHEATED ON ME? WHY THE FUCK AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? WHY THE FUCK ARE WE EVEN DATING IF THEY ARE JUST GOING TO CHEAT ANYWAYS?!
FUUUUUUUUCK THIIIISSSSSS.
FUUUUUUUUCK THIIIISSSSSS.
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